Sibling Rivalry is Driving Mom Crazy

Can I be honest with you? Yesterday may have been one of my worst days as a mom ever. Yep. Ever. What is it that makes some days tolerable and other days quite the opposite — dare I say abhorrent? But yesterday was just one of those days where I could do no right as a mom. Sebastian could have been a third walking leg as he never once let me go. Lola was upset that Sebastian was attached to me. Her inability to verbalize her unhappiness made her throw even louder tantrums. Her tantrums made Sebastian scream even louder. Those screams made me want to scream, but instead all I could do was just sob and pray that the day would end soon. I’m thankful I have...
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The Elephant in the Room

Does Sebastian have the same genetic condition as Lola? Many wonder, but most won’t ask and I get it, I probably wouldn’t ask either. You don’t want to offend us by inquiring, but you’re curious and I would be too. We knew it was a possibility even before Sebastian was conceived and it was a thought in the very back of my mind when I was pregnant. But as of right now, we have no reason to believe Sebastian was affected by the same genetic condition as Lola. Heck, we don’t even know what that genetic condition really is, but he seems to be typically developing. He is still quite young, but thinking back to when Lola was his age – well there were plenty of signs that...
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Bringing Sebastian into the World

×This is a day late as life just became too busy to get it published. Exactly one month ago today, Rob and I dropped Lola off at the sitters and told her she’d be a big sister soon. We kissed her goodbye and as we left tears returned to my already flooded eyes. I was just a couple days shy of being 41 weeks pregnant and per my doctor’s advice (for reasons I’m choosing to remain private about), I was going to induce labor. The decision had been made the day prior and for some reason, it wasn’t sitting well with me. While it was ultimately my choice, the thought of forcing our unborn child into the world made me feel somewhat guilty. I pictured our child all...
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