Ramblings

I know I’ve been a bit silent on the blog lately and to be honest, I guess I haven’t had much to say. The thing about having people that follow your blog daily (thank you!!!), they expect to see content. But we’ve had a lot going on in our personal lives, we’ve been busy here at the hotel and Lola has just been her happy little self. While our days at work are broken up, we haven’t had a day off since the end of July and I think I’m just tuckered out. I need a break. I guess I could use a bit of extra sleep too even though Lola does sleep 8 – 10 hours at night. I could use a bit of mindless reading while lounging by the pool. I could use a date with my husband. It’s funny, but since I wrote to my OB-GYN, I’ve felt this sense of peace about my delivery and Lola’s condition. I think I had so many feelings hiding internally that I probably haven’t taken a true breath of fresh air since Lola was born. Maybe my body, mind and soul are no longer being suffocated by the trauma the OB caused me. Whatever it is, I just need a break. Time to catch up. Time to regroup. Time to once again just enjoy the simplicity of life.

Oh who am I kidding?

Life has never really been simple, but damn I sure am trying hard to make it that way.